Music | Clammy

Once of the trippiest things about all of this is that; I'm not in pain. I haven't had any pain from the cancer itself, that I know of. There was fuckload of, maybe not pain, but discomfort, associated with the various treatments. Hospice keeps telling me they will keep me comfortable, but I am relatively comfortable. I don't anticipate any pain, because I haven't had any. So I'm just going to suffocate. How aware am I going to be when that have to sedate me? Am I going to have to give the go ahead to like, put me out? Things like that are why I try every fucking thing I can to not think about things like that.

So, I do things like fuck with this site. I leaned how to code HTML a long time ago. Then I got into Drupal, a little ways. This modular style of site creation sucks. Fuck it, I already know how to write a site, I'm tired of learning new whatever....3dsMax, Photoshop, Unity, Blender, Unreal. Each of those programs has to be learned. Learning is for suckers. I'm tired of learning shit, let me use what I know. I don't have time or inclination to learn any new gigantic processes. Pretty sure you can learn all of those in college now. Lucky fuckers. It took me Pirate Bay and written tutorials to learn what I know. I mean, my friend, that's how my friend learned those programs. He lives in Canada. You wouldn't know him.

So, since I am tired of thinking about dying, I am going to list live shows on youtube. Yes, if you wanted to see any of this you would probably already looked it up yourself. I give a fuck. I could be posting Vore, or Gore, or MLP or Scheiße porn links, be happy it's just live music. I should add that the quality of the audio varies widely, but I'm only posting shit I think is at least listenable. I was going to these shows, so you'd be right to question what I think is listenable. IYKWIMAITYD

Most of these are full sets, except the ones that are just single songs. And the ones that are a couple of songs, but same venue, maybe. Sometimes I mention it is a full set, sometimes I don't. I usually just copy whatever the linked page is called because I don't like to think for myself. Thinking is for suckers. Critical thinking is for nerds and dorks. LOL, can you imagine what shit would be like if everyone added critical thinking to their normal thinking. 'Critical thinking' hasn't come up with a cure for lung cancer, so fuck it.

Pixies - Hey (Live in studio, 1988)

Hope you like Punk Rock...

Live Stuff, Mostly Full Shows

trippy covers